My Supports



My Supports
     I must say that I have a great support system within my life. I must start by talking about April 9th 2017. On this day I lost one of the biggest and much needed cornerstone of my support system. It is the day I lost my father at church and I could not do anything about it. My father had grown to be an important part of my life. He was my confidant; he was my pastor, my dad when I needed to be his little girl again. My life changed forever on that day. I must say that my mom is the center of my system and my husband and three sons have become my cornerstones now. I can go to my mom with anything and she will help me through it. My husband and sons are there for me no matter what. They have seen me at my best and worst. I am the oldest child so I have had to endure some obstacles from my siblings and others this past year.
My church family and my faith are also part of my support system. I can talk to my pastor and first lady about so many things. I also can turn to God when there is no one else. I have a strong Christian faith and I believe in the power of pray. Lastly I have a small circle of close friends that I call my family and I can depend on them no matter what. If I need something I can trust and believe that they would give me the clothes off their back and the food off of their table if I need it.
    I must say that if they were not a part of my life I do not know what I would do. When my dad left I almost lost my mind. I still have moments in which I am lost. I have been with my mom since that day and I must say it is still fresh. I have to be strong for my mom and I must say I do not feel that I have really cried yet. I shed a few tears but I cannot let my mom see me cry. If my children were gone I know a will have a bigger whole in my heart than I have now. I carried my three sons for nine months and I do not know what I would do if I lost them. My husband gives me the physical and emotional love and support that I need from the standpoint of a helpmate and companion. I love and cherish him with my inner most being. He is there for me. And I do not know what I would do without him.
The challenge to me would be not having known the people in my support system. My sons have given me the chance to experience being a mother. They have given me the nurturing and loving emotional attributes that only a mother feel. My mother and husband have shown me love unconditional and have shown me what it means for someone to be there for you beyond measures. The other additions to my support system have given me the other part of my life that comes together and create me a total person. I would not change my system for anything in the world. 





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